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| [Good. Evil. It's all a matter of perspective. What's good for you sucks for someone else.]
Well, yesterday was really good - and interesting. I don't want to write out what's going on in my xanga - it's too much for internet blogging. Anyways, yesterday was a little epiphany. Not exactly sure how it truly affected me, but that'll all come in due time. I've decided that on friday (i think) I'm going to go see Batman Begins at the IMAX. whooo! Hahaha, I'm excited about that. Not as much as Gaith though...hahaha. Oh, and supposedly my dad is going to Turkey for a month. Crazy. He leaves in a week about...so, that's going to be interesting. Honestly I was getting sick of him, so thats good haha. But anyways, I need to talk to you Bong...but I don't have alot of daytime minutes, so hopefully I'll see you online.
Oh yeah...I'm going to move my xanga. If I love you enough I'll tell you the new screenname. :D hehe.
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| [Live simply. Love generously. Care deeply. Speak kindly. Leave the rest to God.]
Well, today was a pain - really. I love volunteering, and I usually love VBS, so I'm so confused as to why I'm having such a rotten time. Today someone really hurt my mom. I mean emotionally. It hurt me to see her hurt...I was hurt too. I had my foot in my mouth for a good half hour because like I always do, I attempted to give someone advice, and somehow royally screwed up...[sigh] I just want to help, but I never really do, do I? I managed to fall asleep on the couch, yet again, and woke up with a bad taste in my mouth (figuratively, though I'm pretty sure I had morning breath as well...). I had another one of those dreams. I think I just really need a vacation. Maybe then I wouldn't be about to cry over stupid things? Things I thought I was over...
oh yeah, happy birthday vanessa.
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| [But what Jemima Jones never understood was that sometimes in life you have to make things happen. That you can change your life by letting go of the old and actively looking for the new. That even if you're on the right track you'll get run over if you just sit there. Jemima J by Jane Green]
Who else thinks that Michael Jackson getting acquitted is complete bullshit??
I think today wasn't too bad, just kind of sleepy. I don't know why. I was getting frustrated at church volunteering again and everyone having problems. Makes me feel really sad to remember that everything isn't always perfect haha. But, I guess in the long run today was really good. I saw Randall again [happy birthday!!] and I had a good talk with "my baby's daddy" (Drew) lol. It's a big inside joke I guess. For some reason I'm sore. But hey, I can see my tan. At least in my house I can....hahaha. And I miss you all terribly. Hej da | | |
| [You know, sometimes it's just bad timing. that and a bad case of "i don't know"s. Don't let your inner-inhibitions stop you from taking the moment and making it yours. Ever.]
Well, lately I'm just having a weird time...I mean, for all the volunteering stuff I got $100 in gift cards which really is awesome, and I feel bad about it though...so I'm just kind of spending my money on people and buying gifts and what not. Umm...I also saw CJ today - that was good. I bought him lunch, and went shopping around and saw Emily. That's pretty much about it. I'm a little depressed so I'm ending this entry now. Hej da... | | |
| [I wish I could say that people like grow up, but you know sometimes they don't. But when you grow up, you get to see how stupid they really are.]
Hey everyone, hope that summer is going great for you guys :D Mine is okay, just tiring. Who knew, right?? hahaha. Well anyways, I've been just doing the church thing and then today Emily came over and we went to Meyer Park. That was fun. Made me miss CJ, Randall, Jeff, all those church people that I barely get to talk to nowadays. Made me think alot today too, so I'm a little down >( But, I guess I'll just deal with it, like always, right? haha. I love you guys, stay uH....out of the sun too much haha. Hej da | | |
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